She was nominated for Female Performer of the Year three times at the Adult Video News Awards, which are the equivalent of the Oscars for the adult film industry. I cannot describe the dread I felt standing outside, in complete darkness in a wind so powerful it could push me over. The Ventura County medical examiner said she had killed herself. Adult film star August Ames was found dead in her California home on Tuesday, according to. But journalist Jon Ronson raises the possibility that it was her final shoot that pushed her to her sexual limits, and ultimately over the edge, in a new 'Serial'-style podcast called 'The Last Days of August' which will be released on Audible on January 3. However, there is information that has never been made public that calls into question Ms.
Drake, is also under contract to Wicked Pictures. August's first job was working as a babysitter. To attack a women for what she chooses to do with her body is misogyny. No agent, no company, and certainly not social media gets to have any say in what a women chooses. She ended her life the day after the bullying began. In early December, I lost the most important person in the world to me.
This is a truly sad day. It is difficult to look at her tragic death as anything but the consequence of the controversy that preceded it. She appeared in a plethora of X-rated films for major companies like Evil Angel, Lethal Hardcore and Smash Pictures. It sounds like it might not be that fun for bisexual men, either. A young woman lost her life and these two individuals are more concerned with themselves. That hearing date now approaches.
With no power, spotty cell service, and wind that made it difficult to walk or drive, I began looking for her. Perhaps then, August Ames wouldn't have died at 23. F--k you guys attacking me when none of my intentions were malicious. In early December of 2017, following a series of controversial tweets that nearly tore the porn industry in half.
There was no one like her. Drake has chosen to be a spokesperson for this industry. What kind of message does that send to all female performers? This just goes to show that your words have an effect on people, so you should always choose them wisely. Since her passing, her family and I are stunned as the bullies now engage in blaming the victim. The report also found no evidence of drugs or alcohol in her car or at the scene but toxicology tests are ongoing. After reviewing the footage of a scene shot six weeks before her death on December 5, 2017, Ronson told the : 'When you think about it, what we were watching in that moment was the moment that she decided to die.
. Particularly those who film anal scenes with women. If you are affected by any of the issues raised in this article, please call the Samaritans on free 116123 or 020 7734 2800. The performer community does not have adequate access to mental health services. No one who transformed my life in such a positive way. He didn't even know her personally.
The backlash could have been a discussion. The women in this industry deal with not only a physical toll, but also receive intense societal judgement for working in the adult industry. But some members of the porn industry believe Ames, whose birth name was Mercedes Grabowski, may have taken her own life. Imagine if it was you that lost your spouse, your sister, or your child in this way.
But was suicide by hanging. I was able to access it and was not prepared for what I found. She has now lost her daughter as well. Now, the toxicology report has finally been completed. August, who acted in over 270 adult films, will be missed by many. Her husband, Kevin Moriarty, told police that Ames had tried to commit suicide last summer by ingesting a large amount of prescription medications.
Jaxton Wheeler has even posted malicious lies about her, knowing full well she cannot defend herself. She said she decided not to shoot with men who have done gay porn for health reasons. Mercedes made a choice about her body and she was viciously attacked for that choice on Twitter. She left it for me to find. A survivor of childhood sexual trauma, Ames conquered the adult entertainment industry after moving to Los Angeles on her own, shooting nearly 300 scenes in her five-year career.